http://digital-memoirs.net/blog Blog of a gaming-loving; Doctor Who obsessing; Muse adoring; student psychotherapist. Wed, 03 Mar 2010 01:47:15 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Any moment now, it could happen any moment now, I am going to be physically sick. Is this how it feels? When your life comes crashing down? Do you look up or down? Forwards or backwards? Where to go and what to do, No easy choice, No quick fixes. All my well laid plans; ambitions, hopes and dreams, Oh how ... http://digital-memoirs.net/blog/?p=408 I've done a few things lately which I think are important steps in my life – I wonder how they will pan out and if they will hold the significance for me I so desperately seek. I always felt like I was floating through this existence, never really having much ... http://digital-memoirs.net/blog/?p=399 Have you ever blogged to be somebody? Did you blog to show the world you had something to say and that it was deep and meaningful? Did you want to prove that your words were worth reading and that people would enjoy them and rejoice in them; revel ... http://digital-memoirs.net/blog/?p=389 Essay season - this is what I had dubbed the month of November every year at uni, because that's when all the lecturers think it's funny to have us hand in all our work in the space of a few weeks.  (Oh you're so funny, you guys! ).  It's ... http://digital-memoirs.net/blog/?p=378 I seem to be able to go quite some time without blogging at all.  I think it has a lot to do with the fact my life is very simple and I don't get out much.  If, like me, you spend most weekends at home, alone being bored or trying ... http://digital-memoirs.net/blog/?p=373 I can't write any of this on Twitter or Facebook - well, not much anyway, I can't keep going on about how awful I feel because I don't think many people care in the first place and my upset outstays it's welcome pretty quickly with my friends. I watch film after ... http://digital-memoirs.net/blog/?p=369 I first heard about the game Mass Effect from Wolfe, and I remember thinking I wouldn't like it because it was a shooter RPG and in my head I was thinking Halo with a plot.  Which is weird, because Halo does have a plot... anyway... After hearing it's praises sung from ... http://digital-memoirs.net/blog/?p=360 To me, depression always seems to feel like a succession of good and bad days over which I have no control.  I can be happy one day, things are going right, my life is on track - then the next day my mood dips, my energy vanishes and I honestly ... http://digital-memoirs.net/blog/?p=357 Muse finally revealed the cover artwork for their upcoming album 'The Resistance'.  Check it out below... Seems Muse commissioned La Boca do to this for them.  It's quite beautiful, and the colours are stunning.  I love the idea of the lone man and his pathway to Earth; though I wonder what ... http://digital-memoirs.net/blog/?p=350 Feeling quite bad today, I don't feel ill I just don't feel in a good mood.  Feeling generally depressed and angry.  These days come and go, and they mostly come when I'm on long breaks.  Too much time to contemplate everything.  Too much time to realise I don't really have ... http://digital-memoirs.net/blog/?p=347